Interesting to me what has happened these last few days and weeks. My previous post about a negative intuition that I had no control over and was struggling with to accept has taken a complete 180-degree turn in my life. That negative intuitive thing that was breaking my heart into a million pieces, it has been removed by an instant change of circumstances. A change in circumstances that none of us even had a hint of or knew was coming. This change was not necessarily, a positive change in circumstances for the person involved whom the negative intuition was about either, but it is a change in circumstances that is manageable and treatable.
This unknown change in circumstances has allowed the person I love and was concerned over to change the route of their path. A path that in all honesty is not controlled one little bit by them. A path that they were already familiar with, openly accepting of, and ready to walk. It is after all who they are and what they do. Like I said before, I could not change that about them and honestly, I would not want to. I am proud of the person they have become because of this selfless path.
The moment I heard the news about the change in the path though, that negative foreboding instantly went away. Absolutely positively gone. The release of the same brought tears of unimaginable joy. If I could of, I would of been doing cartwheels of joy in the local Wally World (my slang name for Wal-Mart) when I read the text message about the new circumstances. I have honestly never felt such a release of joy like this.
The very few people I shared the negative intuition burden with say that the sudden change in circumstances are answered prayers or a miracle. Part of me would like to believe that but I am inclined to disagree because I truly believe we are all exactly where we are supposed to be on the journey. If the circumstances had not changed and I would have had to continue trusting in the person's path, wherever it leads, then that is what I would have had to do. I would still have to continue to accept my negative intuition and go about my life waiting to see if it was in fact true as time passed.
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